Nothing gets past you bud ;)

- Got some pictures up of my lil cousin. (i swear shes the cutest, you have to cuddle her IM TELLIN YOU!) + she wanted cuddlesh (: but i wanted to take her pic instead haha, she slapped me and said NO! to me after that lol yeah i get served by her, and what.
I absolutely LOVE seeing people that you havent seen in foreverrrrrr. Even though ironically i hate not seeing people because i miss them too much, im always down for the hella tackle cuddle.

Real quick,

Is it just me? Or is everyones feet abnormally cold? Dang, I needa help that.

Anyway back to what i was on about.

K, so i was chillin', i think i was watching Gossip Girls.. (yeah i watch that - pretty boy is indeed pretty haha) and then i get a text from Firdaus...

Now i probably gotta get into a quick history lesson for the people who don't know Firdaus. I've known him since i was.. 11yrs old, and i've been through everything with this dude, i mean everythaaannngg, from funerals, to fights, to him having the biggest crush on me, to me cat fighting his gf, and hella more. Like you get the idea, i've been around him a long while, for hella random shit to happen. I think we argued at one stage? ahahah it was nothing though, obviously or i wouldn't have laughed when i said that, but he's like my 2nd brother. (actually that's not accurate, he'd be my 3rd brother, but you get it right? haha) ANYWAY. He moved away last year to Melbourne (btw, f**k you Melbourne LOL) and then yeah, we were limited to msn + phone relationship which was all good.

So the text said "let's play, go to 7-eleven"

That was his exact text btw, and i was like.. wtf (-_-) haha. so i texted him back saying

"Is someone gonna kidnap me, knock me the hellout, and when i wake up i'll be wearing

marilyn mansons wardrobe with red bull taped to my left hand, and dudes number in my

right, with half lit cigarette, and jay-z music playing in the background. Then when i

stand up i realize i was sitting on blind racoon?" haha i wrote stupid shit like that often,

and he replied back.

"what the f**k are you on, come to 7-eleven NOW"

So i was kinda you know, confused as. But i went anyway just because i wanted

a slurpee. AND, he was totally at 7-eleven! i died.

I'm not even playing, it was soooooo dope to see him. and yes. story of tonight.

I impress myself sometimes. haha.

Ummm, the rest is just typical stuff. We talked, caught up, bla bla and yazzur, he's going

back to melbourne on Tuesday. So that's gay. But i'm good with it.

You see, i often get really close with people, and start to rely the hell out of them, just

ask Zay haha. I've been on him for like a lil over a year now, and its actually really sad

that i do that, haha and Jaicey used to be one of those people, then he left, and i died. LOL.

But being away with him like kinda showed me that i ddn't actually NEED him as much

as i thought i did.WHY!?